JACKASS OF THE WEEK AWARD

Goes to this guy. I need to share my latest debacle and get some critical gay feedback. Met a guy like a month ago-absolutely not someone I was instantly physically attracted to, but we had things in common and hung out a bit. Once I got to know him a little better, I actually liked him in "that way". So fast forward to a few dates, some fun, and what not. Who knew you could actually like someone's personality over their looks? I guess I'm still learning new things. We spoke this week on Wednesday, and he asked me if I wanted to get together on Thursday b/c he was going out of town on Friday--sure I said-and we made plans for dinner. He calls the next evening about an hour before we're gonna get together and says he thinks I should probably rest this evening (i had a crazy week and he was aware of it). I also have my first real triathlon on Sunday and this week has been low key for me. ANYWAY--I tell him I'm feeling ok, and I'd be up for something low key and more of an early night. He is basically blowing me off and then TRYING to put it back on me. WTF? Now I'm not gonna make, beg, or ask anyone to hang out with me. If you don't want to, you don't want to. I don't exactly understand why b/c I'm totally fun, and semi-hot (at times), AND I haven't even brought out my crazy yet. DUh--start slowly. ANYWAY--I said well I'll be honest my feelings are hurt, but I'll get over it. HE SAID, yeah, you'll be fine. WTF? Look I'll never presume to understand the mind of a straight man, but I thought I could at least manipulate it. I mean living with Allen for this long has taught me some thangs. SO the phone call ends with me being irritated and cutting the phone call off. I ended up having great night--a nice long run thru my neighborhood (who knew I could go so fast), a home-cooked meal (i boiled endamamme), bubble bath, the office repeats and plenty of phone calls to dish on this dude. OH yeah--and two advil pm. I just don't get it--I mean he's the balding one and a self-recognized geek--I'm the semi-hot blonde whose totally fun and um giving, so if anyone deserves to treat someone like shit it should be me. DUH!